Going through life by learning the ups and downs by going through them personally can be tough. Okay that's an understatement to say the least...I'm starting to learn some of the hardest things in life, or at least I hope so. I've learned that I need to get out of bed and actually go to class because no one is going to care unless I, personally, care. I've learned that when I get too close to a friend I tend to completely push them away. As a result of learning that I've learned that I'm a total idiot for doing that. As a result of that I'm learning what I actually need to do when I'm getting close with a friend, and that is to embrace that friendship. Times are going to get tough but that's what friends are for, God put them in our lives for a reason and the only way to figure that out is by letting them be your friend, becoming the most vulnerable that you can be. I am learning that I need to stop cruising through life and  start doing something to make a difference. I have learned that in order for me to feel significant in this world, I need to do something significant, and I won't have it any other way.

Figuring out me editing...

I've been up for a while now...since like five-ish working on figuring out the editing system that i bought...anyway, I figured a lot of stuff out and i figured i would put up what i just threw together a few minutes ago...enjoy