Friday, September 25, 2009

Start Over


A house of cards, the simple heart is not a place to dwell now you have a cake don't hesitate
c'mon just do it, c'mon just do it. Put it in your mouth there is only now. Tomorrow has to wait,
but no theres no backing out this is gonna be reality you can never dream it down.
I have no way of telling the two apart.
Well I made amends in the general sense the devils in the details.
and I know the cause and I wanna stop but I can't do it i just can't do it. There was love I meant there were accidents so tell me which is which cause I just can't work it out, but for memory and clarity i better write it down. I have no way of knowing the truth of time dissolved.
I put the past into the ground, I saw the future as a cloud, if theres no time to turn around but I'm going to. Its just one day i fell asleep and now a day i'm not a dream.
I am the first one i decieve if i make myself believe,
the rest is easy.

-Sometimes I express myself best from lyrics of other songs. This song is currently on repeat on itunes which tells me something about myself. There's something that I am going to change and I'm using this song to help me do it.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Open Your Heart...


In all of this world there is only one person who is ultimately faithful,
reliable and dependable. Someone that we can entirely put our trust into.
That reliable, trustworthy being is God. I have been going through everyday
trying to find something to make me happy,
make me fond,
make me proud,
make me complete.
But these substitutes of ultimate love are unstable. They eventually grow distant.
They will eventually return to the ground from which they were made.
That is why I am putting my all and everything into God. He is the one who will
always be there, He is with me even now. Every second of the day He is by my side, watching me,
guiding me, and encouraging me to continue this life.
"But happy are those who have the God of Israel as their helper, whose hope is in the Lord their God. He is the one who made heaven and earth, the sea and everything in them. He is the one who keeps ever promise forever..." Psalm 146:5-6

Also the musical artist of the week is SANTOGOLD! (ay ay ay ayy)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SIRpKa5ZMA
Art provided by: Carlton Vanskiver (my man)